One minute you’re firing on all cylinders, doing ALL the things, creating ALL the beauty, and living through ALL the magic. It’s wild. It’s mad. It’s a crazy whirlwind of bliss and flow.
The next minute the fury has gone and you’re left sitting there staring into space.
Your mind wants to keep up with this crazed fire of inspiration, so you keep trying to do ALL the things… but nothing is working and your heart is screaming at you IT’S TIME TO STARE INTO SPACE NOW.
And you’re like, What??
I thought this inspired creative magic flow meant I could run at a million miles an hour all day every day all week every week non stop FOREVER!
Sitting down and staring into space is NOT fun. It’s NOT wild. It DOESN’T produce that instant tangible bit of magic.
I know! Maybe I could meditate instead! That would be PRACTICAL. That would be USEFUL. That would SURELY enhance my creative magic flow so I could go go go AGAIN, MORE, NOW.
But… I can’t do that either. It’s not working. It’s as contrived as all my music, art, and writing, has been today.
I know! Tune within! That’s my THING!
Tune within. Tune within. Tune within…
Ummmm Soul is still saying I need to stare into space.
Ugh…. No! SURELY there is something practical – something USEFUL – I could be doing right now!
Nope. Ok. Let it go. Release the need to control everything. Surrender to the Creative Muse.
I’m sure there’s a reason for this. Actually I know there is. But that doesn’t matter.
All that matters is I’ve learnt – again – to surrender to flow. As irrational and illogical as it may be.
Thank you. Again.
Feeling into the energy. Feeling into trust. Feeling the real ebbs and flows of the Muse…