It’s amazing to me just how fast we can change. Just how instantly we can grow. Or, more accurately, how fast we can shift into a state that is closer and closer to our soul truth.
I’m all about purpose. I live and breathe it. I meditate on it. I go into deep trance to uncover who I am. I have memories from before I was born where I made a deal with my son to walk this earth in our sovereignty and raise the vibration of the earth. Earth warriors, we are. I am a High Priestess. And he – well, he’s 4 years old and busy having fun.
For months I would write out in my journal “I am GODDESS. I am a High Priestess. I walk this earth in my sovereignty…”
And then… one day… I realised this is all true. Of course! It just happened.
And for weeks I have been writing “I honour the land we walk on…”
And of course… I do. Of course!
But here’s what’s really pissing me off:
The Earth is sick. She is so tired. She is drying up. At least here, anyway. It’s rained 2 or 3 times this year. I live near rural areas and I see the dry grass, with cattle, and mysterious sheds (probably chickens), and rows and rows and rows of produce.
The trees are vacant.
The rivers, dry.
The Earth is tired of being raped and over used and shredded to pieces and turned into commodity after commodity.
It’s not good enough.
I honour the land I walk on, but it’s not good enough.
I still find myself shopping in the convenience of the supermarket when there are farms just a few blocks from me.
I find myself buying processed frankenfoods for my child just to make sure he gets something into him.
I find myself crying at the beautiful, yet destructive, hay bales in the fields.
I plant more flowers and vegetables and fruits in the garden, not only for me, but for the bees and other insects.
My son takes delight in sharing our produce with the bugs.
I feel closer to the land than ever, but oh, she cries. And it makes me cry too.
I can’t be perfect, but I try.
I vow to honour the land I walk on, in love and sovereignty.
Listen to some sound frequencies as you close your eyes and connect to your truth: