I am practising the art of discipline.
Discipline to free my mind on a daily basis.
Discipline to block out the world.
Discipline to live in my little bubble, unaffected by the outside world.
And yet… at the same time, I am practising discipline in awareness.
Awareness in how the world is feeling.
Awareness of how my actions affect the planet.
Awareness of how my actions affect other beings.
Although I am practising the discipline of not being affected by the outside world, I am also practising the discipline of living as a good custodian of the Earth.
I am not giving af about others.
And I am simultaneously giving all the fucks.
Awareness of the self as part of the whole.
Awareness of the whole as part of a drive for the ultimate in compassion, feeling, communication, innovation, and even more greater awareness.
Expansion of all of this. Multiplied like the fractals of life that we are.
Enjoying the day to day aspect of my little arm of fractal living, and simultaneously seeing the big picture from the mother fractal – source energy, herself – and expanding upon that.
This all feels very conceptual, and I hope it make some sort of sense to anyone reading. At the same time, I know it makes sense to me, and that’s all that matters. As long as I get this stuff out of my head and into the world, I am expanding my arm of the fractal, and materialising the impossible.