I find myself dancing in and out of alignment on a daily basis.
Do I allow myself to flow or do I succumb to normality?
This square peg has never managed to function in a round hole, but sometimes I wish it were possible because it would all be SO EASY then, wouldn’t it.
So I dance with the real world, and for a while it seems OK. Good, even. A completely viable possibility, even. For a while. Maybe an hour or so…
But then the cracks start to appear – boredom, annoyance, frustration, angst, rage…
And I remember, again, that I just don’t function like that.
So I hop back on my crazy train.
And I wonder… Do the other crazies on their crazy trains keep falling off too? Do the other crazies find themselves flitting in and out of the different universes? Do the other crazies find it hard to stay in their own parallel universe?
I suppose it’s not hard as such, it just feels… a struggle sometimes.
So once again I pick myself up and slip back into my own world. Just like that.